Thanks everyone for making me a big joke.
Everything I originally said was misconstrued as rude and me being stupid. So then I try to defend myself and get even more backlash.
I spent hours last night in tears because you guys have been so harsh and just sit here and laugh at me because i get emotional and i am very defensive. now i'm crying again to read even more mean comments. there are lot of things going on in my real life that make me feel worthless and this just adds to it. i never had bad intentions on this thread. i was just trying to get my actual question answered....but maybe onl