ExpendableHero

I know that my problem makes no sense. I just cant bare to look at the thing anymore. I still love other people's tattoos. I love the artwork and Ive been going over a lot of the galleries on this site... I just think that Tattoos, as much as I like seeing them. I just cant bare to see the one on my own body. Its pretty embarrassing for me to be saying this since I thought of this tattoo for years and years. I guess I just cant stare at my own....Im really depressed about this.

Hey. Im really in this boat right now. Im new to this forum and just had my first tattoo 2 weeks ago. I love it. It looks great, but now that I have it. Im filled with all this regret and guilt. It makes no sense at all in my head. Of all the things Ive gone through, this is running through my mind constantly. I grew up really poor and now Im middle class, but I feel so damn guilty like I should have given that money to a homeless person or something. Its kinda stupid but its been bothering me a lot. Every time I see myself in the mirror its like "Wtf man. Why did I do this?". The first two days were great. I felt great, felt confident, showed off my tattoo and everything and after that. I just cant stop thinking like Ive made some mistake. Sorry to be a downer, kinda just putting it out there. Maybe get some help or something with getting through this.